[Verse 1: 6HOST]
Does it feel like every year's the hardest
And every shades the darkest
You're a needle in a haystack
Spilled cocaine in the carpet
Is it ever worth the hardship
Are we always making progress?
Have we made it through that part yet
Or back to where we started
Life on stage looks perfect
'Til you peal back the curtain
And there's fears you need to face
In the places you're not certain
Not all days are long
And some long days have purpose
Not all wounds will heal
But the deep ones need nurses
It's all changing shape, but at any given state
I'll learn how to breathe out
And keep down the flames
I'm all out of faith with no gods in the way
If there's someone there it's me now
Believing I'm safe

[Chorus: cøzybøy]
I can't feel my face anymore (Anymore)
I can't love you like I did (Oh, yeah) before (Oh, yeah)
I'm sorry I'm anxious, I'm sorry I'm lost (so lost)
Know I can't take this 'cause I'm so gone (So gone)
And when I get wasted it's close to my chest (My chest)
I keep all my secrets, they'll die with my death
[Verse 2: 6HOST]
Picturesque moments seem close when you're frozen in time
But our dreams are that part of me died in Van Nuys
That's over, it's this now and we're in denial
Just can't endure the pandering, no compromise
From hurtful, to hopeful in a matter of trials
These blessings ran up, depression subsides
It's there still, I'm careful, but twice as alive
If I ever was of, if I ever could keep up the life
Said autumn I'd call it, but I changed my mind
Was beaten to a pulp 'til I pulled out a knife
Are you steering your ship, or just along for the ride?
Is there comfort in the current?
Or do you push against the tide?

[Chorus: cøzybøy]
I can't feel my face anymore (Anymore)
I can't love you like I did (Oh, yeah) before (Oh, yeah)
I'm sorry I make sense, I'm sorry I'm lost (So lost)
But no I can't take this 'cause I'm so gone (So gone)
Yeah, when I get wasted it's close to my chest (My chest)
I keep all my secrets, they'll die with my death