Wish I Wasn’t This Way

[Guitar Intro]

[Verse 1]
It's demanding
Trying to lighten your mood
When I'm pissed off
With the way things went South, down, down

But I stayed, like I stayed before
Your hands were all over me
Just like I'm over you
Just like I'm over you

[Chorus]
I lost my mind about a year ago
And that's all I can say
I've been fighting the impulse
To pack and move away

Yeah, there's so much I wanna do
I'm just too paralyzed to do it
I know it makes no sense to you
To me, there's nothing to it

Wish I wasn't this way
I wish I wasn't this way
[Verse 2]
It's lonely
Sitting in the dining room, across from you
Are we happy
With the way things turned out? Maybe

Am I too much? Or not enough?
If I lеave will you remembеr me?
Cause I'll remember you
Yeah, I'll remember you

[Chorus]
I lost my mind about a year ago
And that's all I can say
I've been fighting the impulse
To pack and move away

Yeah, there's so much I wanna do
Just too terrified to do it
I know it makes no sense to you
To me, there's nothing to it

Wish I wasn't this way
I wish I wasn't this way
I wish I wasn't this way
I wish I wasn't this way
[Bridge]
Whatever year it might be
Doesn't matter, I'm still crazy for you
Whatever year it might be
Doesn't matter, I'm still crazy for you

[Guitar Interlude]

[Chorus]
I lost my mind about a year ago
And that's all I can say
I've been fighting the impulse
To pack and move away

Yeah, there's so much I wanna do
Just too terrified to do it
I know it makes no sense to you
To me, there's nothing to it

[Outro]
Wish I wasn't this way
I wish I wasn't this way
I wish I wasn't this way
I wish I wasn't this way
I wish I wasn't this way