[Verse 1]
I been going off the deep end lately
Question to myself is the music gonna change me
I have no one else to help me out besides my baby my lady
But fate be
Tempting me to change and be somebody I would hate see
I look into the mirror on the daily
Looking back at myself I wonder what myself says maybe
It hates me
It paints me
In different shades no safety
No wonder I be choking up and turning grey plainly
Been so long since I been on the ground
A couple thousand feet I am never coming down
My pops works by the hour at the desk for a check then he bounce I try to book my flights to escape this discount
Of this life that I’m living
I been blessed but I think I’ll never hit the ceiling
I’ll probably stay at the bottom cause this life is short and hollow plus the way that fame goes it’s a pill I won’t swallow now I'm

[Chorus]
On my own road right now
Don’t know if I’m gonna drive and make it out
Am I going too fast am I going too slow
I don’t know but I’m broken down (3x)
I’m at the end of my rope should I cut it
Or come back around
[Verse 2]
And to be honest with you I don’t know if I should keep it going
I’m pressing the issue
Pressing the button
But get no loving from people I spit to
It’s harder to stay afloat
When nobody ride with you
I been too
Deep in the shit
I creep in the shit
How
You lead in the shit
But digging so deep down
I thought I had the work down to a science
But I’m still at ground zero man I always been defiant
All I need is a riot
A fire inside to kill depression, anxiety every thought I would hide
I been a fighter ever since I came from out of the sky
With a tube tied
A pound 15 I arrived so why
Would I let this get to me
If iron would sharpen iron then I been already fully
In command of my destiny treachery been ahead of me
But I’m shooting for the stars changing my trajectory

[Chorus]
On my own road right now
Don’t know if I’m gonna drive and make it out
Am I going too fast am I going too slow
I don’t know but I’m broken down (3x)
I’m at the end of my rope should I cut it
Or come back around (2x)