[Verse 1]
I thought I was happy tonight
But instead I was drunk in under an hour (under an hour)
I thought I knew me well, better than the others
But I dream of love like I don't call my exes (fuck it)
Tell me I'm okay, drown my heart cause I don't need it
Here's my birthday and a funeral invite (it don't matter)
But maybe I'm lonely and maybe I'm fine
Maybe, won't fight it, but help me

[Chorus]
If I told you this, you'd think I'm crazy
Said I should probably add that I tried to care
Now, arms around your waist, head on your shoulder
Made it look perfect, but still you saw through me, babe

[Verse 2]
They never ask if I wouldn't make up a mind
To seem alright (nah nah)
Who could I fault for the lack of my vision?
It gets me through the night
Don't tell me the wrong way
I'm saying I'm not just enjoying the view
I'm just one of them fools
My mind just does not exist
I try to make up for these, hah
Oh, I will not
I'll just see you in hell
[Chorus]
If I told you this, you'd think I'm crazy
Said I should probably add that I tried to care
Now, arms around your waist, head on your shoulder
Made it look perfect, hah, but I will not
I'll just see you in hell
If I told you this, you'd think I'm crazy
Said I should probably add that I tried to care
Now, arms around your waist, head on your shoulder
Made it look perfect, but still you saw through me, babe

I will not, I'll just see you in hell