A lot is screaming
The thoughts are scheming
I thought I was bleeding
But it’s the blood I wiped off your face
And rubbed onto mine
Shivers down my spine
Like they were shoved
Here comes the rain from above
Or is it just more blood?
Leaving me misery and drained
How can I be drained in a flood?

This isn't really the bloodbath you were thinking of
This is the terrible mixture of hate and love
I just need to go those past days
And force myself even if it’s not ok
But maybe for me cause that's all I can get
Even in the rain I couldn’t get wet
Only with my mind, both were filled with blood
But in the bath, all I see is suds
At the end few bubbles pop
But the misery still doesn’t stop
“Can’t believe” as I look into her eyes as she fills
The bath tub but no dub as she spills
Misery and alone as well
But knowing this isn’t hell
But wanted to manage everyone else
But not what happened, couldn't manage my self
My life is wack and I will never change
Tired of saying I wanna be strange
Not good with metaphors and not good with fours
Just try to say it like the way it is but not honest
Which makes it toxic and I wanna be unconscious
Till about the last bell for the last doubt
I should be addressing
Better issues but I’m the misuse
Of person who hates all of you
Even the people that try to make me feel happy
You just end up making me feel nasty
Slow the pain, hurt the brain, just wanna fly like a crane
I just don’t wanna play these games anymore
Afraid to open the door to the core
Cause all I will see is despair and misery
And will be too crazy for kids too see
Yes not really a dark life
Could still end with blood on my knife
And love is something I can’t grasp
Well maybe but never had a chance
A lot is screaming
The thoughts are scheming
I thought I was bleeding
But it’s the blood I wiped off your face
And rubbed onto mine
Shivers down my spine
Like they were shoved
Here comes the rain from above
Or is it just more blood?
Leaving me misery and drained
How can I be drained in a flood?