[Chorus]
I'ma get high, and I'ma get fucked up
And if I die, well that's just fucked up
I can't sleep, I've got too many thoughts
Life is mine to keep, don't care about the cost

[Verse 1]
Hearts can be broken so easily
Living in the moment, so secretly
Don't take it personal, I don't wanna be you
I wanna be myself, I wanna make moves
I wanna share the wealth, share the wealth
Losing all my friends, to a fucking drug
I gotta make a choice, is it y'all or the drugs
They help me forget, they don't help me remember
I got a bad side
I've got a mad side
I got a sad side
Living a bad life
Living a bad life, yuh

[Bridge]
Suicide at the back of my mind
Suicide at the back of my mind
Please, please, don't take my life
Please, please, don't take my life
[Chorus]
I'ma get high, and I'ma get fucked up
And if I die, well that's just fucked up
I can't sleep, I've got too many thoughts
Life is mine to keep, don't care about the cost

[Verse 2]
Who knew the pain would be my worst fear?
Lay me down in my bed and curse me
I know you like the thrills, problem is you like the pills
And that's why I like the pills

[Outro]
I'ma get high, and I'ma get fucked up
And if I die, well that's just fucked up
I can't sleep, I've got too many thoughts
Life is mine to keep, don't care about the cost