Laying in bed, looking up at the ceiling
I always tend to find myself constantly daydreaming
I think of holding your hand, your eyes and your smile
I see you so frequently but it feels like it's been a while
For some reason it still feels like you're mine
My heart won't let go, you're just a one-of-a-kind
I'd kill for you, cut for you, it already feels like I died
I guess i haven't tho cuz i still feel heartbreak inside
I wish i could find the words to express it all
I've been trying to since the day i felt myself fall
I remember the night of our very first call
I tried to stay strong but i felt so small (yuh)
But looking back, those were easy times
The anxiety was romantic, not another way to cry
I'll never forget when my heart was eaten
All my blood was gone but i was still bleedin'

I was still bleedin'
Even after my heart was eaten
The pain wouldn't stop
I was hyperventilating, i felt myself drop
I was still bleedin'
After it all flew away
My demons grew bigger and stronger every single day
I was still bleedin'
I want you to come back
Without you there will never be another day that i'm not sad
I hate myself for my really short temper
I was an asshole when i really coula helped her
I was nothing more than a junkie all through September
And it was all coming back because i was the settler (bitch)
I really wanna hate you
But my heart's still attached to yours, my love is glue
I at least wanna know, did your love used to be true?
And if i acted different, would you still feel the same too?

I was still bleedin' (yuh)
Even after my heart was eaten
My soul felt so beaten (ugh)
I wanna know why you is leavin' (huh)
You drained all my essence but
I was still bleedin' (yuh)
I was still bleedin'
I was still bleedin'
I was still bleedin'
I was still bleedin' (no-oh)