[ Intro ]
"I love you"
*laughs*
"I don't, I don't believe you"

[ Chorus ]
Am I worth this?
Scratch the surface
Am I honest?
You deserve a...

[ Verse 1 ]
I wanna trust you
But I can't trust myself
So don't tell me that you love me
'Cuz you know I need some help
When you whisper, I hear lies
Got a wall up for my sake
Just in case
Imma fall in love
And I got no escape

'Cause to you 3 words
8 letters, is:
I love you
To me:
It hurts
But I'm jealous when I love you
It's so scary to admit
But I know that I'm not well
I'm not talking about you
It's about my mental health
[ Chorus ]
Am I worth this?
Scratch the surface
Am I honest?
You deserve a...

Am I nervous?
Scratch the surface
If I'm honest
You deserve a...

[ Verse 2 ]
Baby
I'm afraid to fall in love
Because I've given all I could before
It still wasn't enough
She said "I love you"
One too many times
It's hard for me to see
If I say it back
I'm losing all my privileges
So leave

[ Chorus ]
Am I worth this?
Scratch the surface
Am I honest?
You deserve a...
[ Verse 3 ]
A feeling
Not a person with remorse
And I promise if you love me
You won't ever feel I'm yours
'Cuz I'm occupied by things inside
That make it fuckin' hard
To appreciate your everything
And that just breaks my heart
'Cause

You deserve to be happy
When I can't
And if I take you for myself
Then I deprive you of the chance
It's ironic if you leave me
How I'm gonna end up sad
But if you're with me
And unhappy
That's a pain that I can't have

[ Chorus ]
Am I worth this?
Scratch the surface
Am I honest?
You deserve a...
Am I nervous?
Scratch the surface
If I'm honest
You deserve a...

Am I worth this?
Scratch the surface
Am I honest?
You deserve a...