Good Teacher, what shall I do so that I may inherit eternal life?
Looking at him Jesus showed love to him and said to him
One thing you lack go and sell all you possess and give to the poor
And you will have treasure in heaven and come follow me
But he was deeply dismayed by these words and he went away grieving
For he was one who owned much property

Check it
Guess I’m at the end of the road
All the clocks
They count down at the end of the show
Thе final act
All the final curtains have closed
I can thе feel bitter tears trickle down to my toes
I take a lap around the stage
I’m just happy I can look back
At all these memories that we made
I don’t need to feel shame
Did the best that I could
But I can feel their eyes on me
Even when they don’t look

They don’t have to understand me
I don’t care if they do
What’s another man’s opinion
If they ain’t walked in my shoes
If you don’t wanna build together
I got nothing for you
The days of people pleasing are done
It’s been long overdue
I made my peace with rock bottom
I got nothing to lose
Mindset on rottweiler
Had to let the dog loose
I know I step in hot water
With the words that I choose
But I’ve been disabused from fantasies
I bought as a youth
I tried to heal up all these wounds
Only time can do that
All things are working out for good
I know God could do that
I know this life is like a breath
Here and gone in a flash
Gotta ask what really matters
When we’re breathing our last
I had to face myself looking pitiful dawg
I was crying on the floor
Of my parents garage
I tried to move on
Without getting my feelings involved
When it’s said and done
You’re the one I loved and I lost

This whole time
I’ve been toeing the line
On the brink of breaking down
I’ve been holding my breath
This whole time
I’ve been burning alive
Hard for me to keep it cool
Everything is on fire
This whole time
I should have loved myself better
I should have loved myself better
I accept all my flaws baby
You’re the one I loved and lost
I don’t gotta prove that I’m a pure soul
I’ll just let my actions speak for itself
All this fire I had to go through
To walk out as pure gold
Fighting demons in my personal hell
Spent a portion of my peace
Tryna please someone else
Lost sense of who I was
Tryna be someone else
I’m scared of being alone
So I work my fingers to the bone
Too much pride to be on my own

On the hill of desperation
I skipped the whole journey
Tryna find my destination
I was tired of waiting
I was tired of feeling sorry for my situation
Hit the ground running
But my face was on the pavement
Guess I had to face it
Tried to rush the process
But healing always takes its time
With steady paces
Had to embrace it
The tension and all
When it’s said and done
You’re the one I loved and I lost
This whole time
I’ve been toeing the line
On the brink of breaking down
I’ve been holding my breath
This whole time
I’ve been burning alive
Hard for me to keep it cool
Everything is on fire
This whole time
I should have loved myself better
I should have loved myself better
I accept all my flaws baby
You’re the one I loved and lost

This whole time
I’ve been toeing the line
On the brink of breaking down
I’ve been holding my breath
This whole time
I’ve been burning alive
Hard for me to keep it cool
Everything is on fire
This whole time
I should have loved myself better
I should have loved myself better
I accept all my flaws baby
You’re the one I loved and lost

This whole time
I’ve been toeing the line
On the brink of breaking down
I’ve been holding my breath
This whole time
I’ve been burning alive
Hard for me to keep it cool
Everything is on fire
This whole time
I should have loved myself better
I should have loved myself better
I accept all my flaws baby
You’re the one I loved and lost

What then shall we say to these things?
If God is for us who can be against us?
He who did not spare His son but gave Him up for us all
How will he not also graciously give us all things?
And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good