[Verse]
Styling though
Fix it and we ditch it but there's problems though
Petty is around you like it’s personal
Throw shade at my friends and then your merciful
I met so many people who just cause this
We used to be like homies and you always said “we got this”
Nowadays we're distant and I don't know what the problem is
You drop so many people and you can’t even resolve it
I guess that's life
Only twenty seventeen and I'm stabbed with a knife
Got people who are older asking me for advice
I don't mind it but just take it when I say it more than twice
Got people who ignore me when I try to pick them up
Got people who ignore me when I try to say “whats up?”
Got people who ignore me when I'm looking for an answer
People who are “friends” when they take my pain as laughter
Can't deny it I said things that should never be said
Can't deny it but I try to fit the good things in my head
Overthink at late nights when my dad says “Go to bed”
I just stay up and write lyrics than to go to sleep instead
Imma work hard til I fall down and I say that everyday
But there's people who cause drama who are begging me to stay
Yeah I make a lot of friends then they drop me for no reason
I have a group of friends but it breaks up every season
Don’t know who’s my ride and dies
I don't know who is fake and lies
I don’t know who is real
And I don't know what to feel
I just sit at home and wait until an answer will pop up
I can help my friends but not myself, some reason I'm locked up
I don't stick with those who chill out with a smoker on their hand
I know people who take drugs and they think they are the man
Try to help them be together but they just agree
I always know they’ll do it and they won't listen to me
There's people who complain about the little priorities
When there's a majority who face other things horribly
I hate to rant about this but it's all in my chest
Stating all the facts is really what is for the best
Keep your body healthy, stay in school, and be smart
Be a loyal friend and who won't tear it apart
Only 14 and seen things that I should never see
Listen to the one who's wise and take advice from me