[Verse 1]
When I was young, I had many insecurities
Thought I was an angel with a face of impurity
So intimidating people didn't wanna talk to me
Then I dyed my hair hoping people would be onto me
Not like other girls, man I grew up as a giant
Bitches in my school were princesses while I was the goliath
See, I dealt with all the judgment ever since I was a kid
Nowadays, I make myself look daunting, I don't give a shit
And I never liked school, in fact, I fucking hated it
Doing homework just prevented me from makin' it
I was morе than just a student, man, I was creatin' shit
Knew thе top was far, but I really want the taste of it
And every single class, didn't care what I was taught
'Cause I wrote it on my notebooks, every single little thought
Didn't care about the teachers, didn't care if I was caught
I just wrote and wrote and wrote until my brain would rot, uh

[Bridge]
When I was young
I knew what I wanted to do in life
And how to pursue it
It's just I didn't know if people would allow me to

[Verse 2]
I was young when I came into the scene
Grew fans made bands at the age of 14
I was super self-aware I made music as a meme
Now I turned 19 making music for my dream
Look, 15 when my life was going spiral
Anything that I was posting quickly turned into something viral
I felt good, I felt nice, but the comments super vital
I was young receiving threats homie, that's my lifestyle
This is me, this is me, someone more than just a parody
Ever since I stopped noticed people left their care for me
Time was flying by, people left, they weren't there for me
That's what happens, people come and go just for the charity
You don't know me, who I am, if I'm shit
You assume right off the bat 'cause y'all listen to a bitch
I'm not tryna run the engine
I'm a girl with good intentions
Take my word up as a lesson 'fore you say shit for attention