You & I (Samson’s Lament)

[Intro: Christon Gray & JGivens]

Time marches on, but I stand still

Could someone please explain this to me so I can stop asking myself?

How do these thoughts make their home in my head

You’re not invited here, you’re not wanted here, please leeeeeee..

Oh wait, that's right, forgive me, I invited you here

Now take a seat, I’ve got something to tell you



[Verse 1]

Sweetheart, remember me?

I'm more than just a memory

You've drained all my energy

And I don't know how to let it be

Same old song, I guess it's just a new genre

They don't know that I created all this drama

'Lord, save my soul' but I know I don't believe it

I should say no more, I found a lady for the evening

And she's got many faces and she's got many names

Just like the Mona Lisa, cause they all look the same

You're my imagination, allow me to explain

Welcome to my addiction

Sweetheart, this isn't me

I need a dose of reality

Don't know what's gotten into me

Feel like I'm running from the enemy



[Chorus]

You and I, it's a suicide

This is do or die, if I don't do it right

And I know what I should do about it

But I don't know if I can do without it

You and I, it's a suicide

It’s a do or die, if I don't do it right

And I know what I should do about it

I'ma have to do without it



[Verse 2: Christon Gray & JGivens]

Too often I am caught in my own head

Wondering if tonight I'll share my bed

Cool and calm on the outside, but shook to the core

Being devoured by lions, you can tell by the roar

But this can't be life, this can't be love

I desired the pigeon and set free the dove

Things move too fast when egos get hurt

And bad seeds are planted when we dig in the dirt

So, I toss the shackles to the side, but they find their way back

Not this time satan, I can't go for that

I'd be lying if I said the devil made me do it

But that path is the one that leads to ruin

My actions, my words they gon’ paint a new picture

Take her off the wall... She's out my life and I don't miss her

It's clear my time is now, the battle will be won

Turn my back to the darkness it’s time to face the Son



[Chorus]

You and I, it's a suicide

This is do or die, if I don't do it right

And I know what I should do about it

But I don't know if I can do without it

You and I, it's a suicide

It’s a do or die, if I don't do it right

And I know what I should do about it

I'ma have to do without it



[Verse 3]

Sweetheart, remember me?

I’m on the road to recovery

The Lord has forgiven me

Your slave ain't what I wanna be

I sang along, but now it's time to go solo

Play no more, I left the game like Tony Romo

I'm so sure that you're going to leave my head soon

All Amour, I want the love before the bedroom



[Outro: Christon Gray & Mya Blue]

Honey, can you look at your Daddy please?

First of all, I love you little bunny, you know that right?

Yes Daddy

Good, You see angel, everyday I work hard to be the type of man that you can look up to and be proud of

Because one day, you’re going to meet the man that you want to marry

And he ain’t gon’ be perfect, just like me!

But as long as he loves you unconditionally and puts the Lord first, you’ve found yourself a great man