Eddie van der Meer
Helpless
Hold my breath and count to ten
Forgetting how to breathe again
I can't watch you slip right through my hands
Fingers that are cold as ice
I'm following my own advice
Sometimes even I don't understand
I don't wanna hurt you
But I can't let you go and hurt myself no more
No you don't deserve to
If you'd only known how to wake again
And I will try to find a way
To feel sorry for your heart
I wish you didn't have to leave without me
I don't know how to restart my days
Every second, every hour, every way
Every minute that was ours
But know that I will try to find a way
To feel sorry for your heart
I left you with your broken wings
Hoping you could fly again
Didn't know the pills have eased your pain
So much that I havеn't planned
Memories from thе back of my hands
Why'd you leave?
I'm trying to understand
Am I a blur to you?
Am I vanished from your vision
No I don't want to lose
Feeling helpless when you try to breath again
And I will try to find a way
To feel sorry for your heart
I wish you didn't have to leave without me
I don't know how to restart my days
Every second, every hour, every way
Every minute that was ours
But know that I will try to find a way
To feel sorry for your heart
Hold my breath and count to ten
Forgetting how to breathe again
I can't watch you slip right through my hands
Fingers that are cold as ice
I'm following my own advice
Sometimes even I don't understand
I don't wanna hurt you
But I can't let you go and hurt myself no more
No you don't deserve to
If you'd only known how to wake again
And I will try to find a way
To feel sorry for your heart
I wish you didn't have to leave without me
I don't know how to restart my days
Every second, every hour, every way
Every minute that was ours
But know that I will try to find a way
To feel sorry for your heart
I left you with your broken wings
Hoping you could fly again
Didn't know the pills have eased your pain
So much that I haven't planned
Memories from the back of my hands
Why'd you leave?
I'm trying to understand
Am I a blur to you?
Am I vanished from your vision
No I don't want to lose
Feeling helpless when you try to breath again
And I will try to find a way
To feel sorry for your heart
I wish you didn't have to leave without me
I don't know how to restart my days
Every second, every hour, every way
Every minute that was ours
But know that I will try to find a way
To feel sorry for your heart