[Verse 1]
Four years ago, looking around
Wondering if anyone understood how I felt
Or could calm me down
So glad I didn’t kill myself way back when
So glad I didn’t stop what could of been
Cause I love me now
Everybody knows that I try my best
All my best friends‚ yeah they can attest
I’m not some know how
Can we all move on‚ put this shit to rest?
I’m just a human being needing some respect
For the life I live now

[Chorus]
Mmm‚ and the life I live now
It means everything to me
Mmm, it’s just the life I live now
It means everything to me
Mmm, it’s just the life I live now

[Verse 2]
Can’t erase whats already there
I can’t stress everyday‚ ripping out my hair
Why bring myself down?
I feel the love and it feels good
Everything turned out how I thought it would
In the life I live now
[Chorus]
Mmm yeah, the life I live now
It means everything to me
Mmm, it’s just the life I live now
It means everything to me
Mmm‚ it’s just the life I live now
It’s just the life I live now
It’s just the life I live now