​awfultune
Intro (album: ”layla”)
[phone ringing]
"hello? listen, i- i'm sorry i've been gone for so long. i've just been.. thinking about the future. i made a list of things that i want, and like, what i wanna be. what i want to embody. and.. i never felt like that before. i don't remember ever thinking about the future. but i have this feeling that everything is gonna be okay. and that it will somehow all fall right into place. a couple months ago i- i wasn't like this. i was broken. i felt ashamed of myself with every passing second. i didn't even know who i was. but, now? now i feel happy. i feel like i'm in control. that, the body i live in is mine. that the little things that used to scare me don't scare me anymore. my heart is filled with love. and i'm healing. [chuckles] i can't believe it. i feel like a child again. everything is so nice. anyway, um, i gotta get going, but.. do you wanna come with me?"