[Verse 1]
No one ever makes a sound but lights are turned off in my house
No one ever comes around
I like it that way
Even though sometimes I wish the opportunities have missed
Come back to me and just insist, I'd still say no again

[Bridge]
Late at night is when I feel it the most
And I know it's bad to rot and decompose 'til I feel alright inside my head, inside my soul
And I wish it wasn't like this but it's a constant push and pull
And I just-

[Chorus]
Push away everyone that ever loved me
And I pull away from all the ones that wanna help
I'm not okay, inside my head, inside my soul
I wish it wasn't like this but it's the constant push and pull

[Verse 2]
Comfortable in my own space
And finding comfort in the pain
Being lonely at my pace (I like it that way)
This is my private exile
This is my writing style
I'm still a fragile child
And I write songs about me
[Bridge]
Late at night is when I feel it the most
And I know it's bad to rot and decompose until I feel alright inside my head, inside my soul
I wish it wasn't like this but it's a constant push and pull
And I just-

[Chorus]
Push away everyone that ever loved me
And I pull away from all the ones that wanna help
And I'm not okay, inside my head, inside my soul
I wish it wasn't like this but it's the constant push and pull

[Post-Chorus]
But I'll still turn all of my lights off
Fall asleep in my own bed
I'll still sleep and dream, dream and sleep some more until I'm dead
I'm still sayin' sorry even if it's not my fault
I'm never gonna change, wonder why they still like me at all