[Verse 1]
My bitch got bipolar
Yeah, she really wanna kill me
Ice all on my molars now your homie wanna feel me
You say I’m so special but you do not know the real me
Salty like a pretzel in the middle of your meal, geez
I feel like a bunch of bumblebees tryna’ sting me
They say Payday you can’t fucking see, the forest for the trees
'Cause I got a million problems and like all of them from me
I feel like I’m drowning in 'em, sinking in the sea

[Pre-Chorus]
Holes in my umbrella
Yeah, I been under the weather
I just gotta fight this
If I’m still not feeling better
I been feeling flightless
Like I’m losing all my feathers
I don’t know if after all

[Chorus]
I been living life like I got nothing to lose
Hard for me to dance when I been singing the blues
Hard to be a star, tryna bring you the moon
Hard to be me when I miss you
Gotta make the moves, gotta make this money
Making these mistakes, swear I’m so clumsy
Falling out of place when the road get bumpy
Smile on my face, ain’t life so funny?
[Verse 2]
You can paint a pretty picture, you can’t always huff the fumes
Lately, I been sad but I pretend just like it’s nothing new
Wake up in the afternoon, I got lots of shit to do
I might die inside my room, I guess I could write to you
Talk about what I been through
Maybe you’ll pretend to care and I’ll start feeling better
Maybe I just need to go and blow a bunch of fucking cheddar on some shit that doesn’t matter
Life is just game to me, swing batter, batter

[Pre-Chorus]
Holes in my umbrella
Yeah, I been under the weather
I just gotta fight this
If I’m still not feeling better
I been feeling flightless
Like I’m losing all my feathers
I don’t know if after all

[Chorus]
I been living life like I got nothing to lose
Hard for me to dance when I been singing the blues
Hard to be a star, tryna bring you the moon
Hard to be me when I miss you
Gotta make the moves, gotta make this money
Making these mistakes, swear I’m so clumsy
Falling out of place when the road get bumpy
Smile on my face, ain’t life so funny?