[Verse 1: Bobby Raps]
Care too much but it doesn't mean a thing
I don't give a fuck just to cope with the pain
I'd take a bullet for you, I'd jump in front of train
But when it comes to me, I wonder would you do the same
Tryna' find the words, but it's hard to explain
Control how i feel, but it's hard to contain
Walk all over me, when we converse
You don't need no comfort, she just want to come first
There's something bout' settling that's so unsettling
I'd almost rather not even feel anything
Are these memories even worth remembering
Or am i gon be wishin' i could forget everything
I woke up from a black out, thinking back how
My parents didn't last, and they just backed out
And how that affects how i act now
Deal with that everyday, like fiends in the crack house
[Verse 2: Bobby Raps]
Hold it down for my turf, 'til I'm pushing up daisies and tulips
I'll die for this shit, trade my life for a news clip
I live out my dreams, everyday i am lucid
I don't get diluted, amidst the confusion
I stick to the code, see where it goes
The devil he fiend for a piece of my soul
And i sold it like two nicks
Had me stuck for so long, now im doing what's best for the movement
[Verse 3: SPOOKY BLACK]
Baby got me feeling so emotionless
Motionless, don't ya see me smokin' this
Neck down paralyzed
I can see it in your eyes
You've got me running in place
Glock forty-five to my face
Can't remember your taste
Your lips fucking laced
Motionless, motionless, motionless
Baby got me motionless
Motionless, baby got me motionless
[Verse 4: Bobby Raps]
You know you got me fucked up
I know you never meant to hurt none
Lot of drugs on the streets nowadays
But girl that pussy is the worst one
Said some things i never would have said
I did some things i should have never did
Through the ups and the downs, and the highs and the lows, I'm just tryna' keep a level head
Upping my budget, i just bought a chain i put that on my mother
They hated before, but now they all love it don't know who to fuck with
They see me, they plotting, they claim me like property, say they my brothers
Showed your true colors, you prove i can't trust you, don't fuck with these busters
[Verse 5: SPOOKY BLACK]
Baby how ya feelin', what ya smokin' on
The way i see you movin', must be something strong
Tryna' get these thoughts out of my fucking head
Don't feel like I'm alive, don't feel like i am dead
Can't remember the feeling of your skin
Oh this regret, where do I begin
Baby let me in, I'm tryna see your fucking face again