I'm a heathen, breathing scumbag
Eyes sleep deprived, you can tell i'm tryna die
Bitch i'm living with a death wish
Waitin' for the death kiss, you live life like a bitch
See i view you as a masochist, a dildo up your ass
If you ask i'm apparently narcissistic, the words from a pacifist
A narcissistic asshole, who views life as a black hole
The focus on demise, watch the time pass me by
Focal point through my eyes, like the eye up in the pyramid
I'm seeing everything just like i'm hearing it, you fearing shit
Your eyes start to leak bitch with red relentless tears
What you hear from the voices of society
They used to sit back trying me, i came back with variety
Of reasons why they lied to me, and never found the truth
Bitch i guess i'll be the sleuth for the youth
'til i spark another boge, sit back reading what she wrote
Then i watch the fuckin' smoke start to fade and disappear
With the dreams that you'll fucking hear
What i'm expressing through these notes
As a form to fucking cope with the pain
On the porch watch the rain, blacking out to what you saying
Blocking out the fucking pain
I'm backing out from the plans for the day
What you say about me doesn't really rest on my mind
I'm too busy fucking searching but there's nothing left to find
But my grind up inside, 'fore i die
When i lay in my final fucking bed, what you said you'll regret
Fuck a threat, bitch i promise i ain't talking, i'm just coming
Put the blade through your neck anxiety attacking me
Bitch i'm tryna fuckin' breathe, let me be-by myself
Fuck the clout i need the wealth
I'm running low on last good health
Throw the hood over my eyes, i'm going stealth
Ridin' lowkey down the road, i'm on my own just how i like it
While i'm typing fucking paragraphs, leanin' in my seat
But the ash stained on my jeans from the heat
I'm just a scumbag, fuckin' heathen, bitch