NextLane Beats
4 AM in Sauga
I rise above the hate
And let the evil hit the ground
I got issues lotta issues
But I never make a sound
Mama told me never quit
So I never put it down
Y’all been lookin’ down on me
So I’m boutta show my sound
(Yeah)
Said I couldn’t do it
I wasn’t the right compound
We all made of atoms
Right down to the last pound
Don’t let my ability to educate
Leave you all astound
Never went to commencement
I don’t need your cap and gown
Never cared about the fame
Y’all can keep your precious crown
(Keep it)
Loyalty and hard work
Got me out the dog pound
I walk into the studio
And let the heat down
Talk bout real issues
Not how I drip or drown
(Woah)
Gotta push my 2 feet
Through these chains
Gotta break out
And feel the pains
Fly back to when I was sane
Feel it bundle up inside me
Let it out or it’ll confide in me
Take over me
And all of it just
Turns to suicide and me
Hate feelin’ like two people inside one
Double the mind power
But can only show one
Dark side the sun chase
Done preein’ through this lace
It’s time to pick up the pace
Un tie me
And I’ll show my true face
Flushed with passion and regret
So here’s my confession
To get off my chest
When I pull up to the scene
I ain't wearin’ no vest
Not afraid of the end
I invite death like a guest
The rest will push it away
As if it were a pest
Y’all are scared of the test
But I’m not
Cause I know I’m the best
No the feeling never sets
Can’t fix my stupid brain
It’s not a pet
One of my pet peeves
When people look at me
And they don’t seem to see
That this is my entity
My personal form of serenity
When I’m in an epiphany
Feels like no end to me
Everything is my enemy
Gotta cock back
And blast off
Before this shit becomes the end of me
I don’t need no editing
My life is set in stone
I know who’s a friend of me
And I know who’s dead to me
No place is the safest place to be
The world ain't what it seems
People dyin’ on TV screens
Another victim of society
Strugglin’ to find sobriety
Governmental activity
That gives me anxiety
Treatin’ deaths like comedy
I’m just tryna feel the summer
She asks me why I put up with her
Cause I’ve been cold my whole life
And she’s fire
I rise above the hate
And let the evil hit the ground
I got issues lotta issues
But I never make a sound
Mama told me never quit
So I never put it down
Y’all been lookin’ down on me
So I’m boutta show my sound
Said I couldn’t do it
I wasn’t the right compound
We all made of atoms
Right down to the last pound
Don’t let my ability to educate
Leave you all astound
Never went to commencement
I don’t need your cap and gown
Never cared about the fame
Y’all can keep your precious crown
Loyalty and hard work
Got me out the dog pound
I walk into the studio
And let the heat down
Talk bout real issues
Not how I drip or drown