[Chorus: Nick Osho]
I been thinkin bout my life
Reminiscing in the night
Time is never stoppin so I really gotta get it right
I just drank too much tonight
Can’t tell if it’s black or white
I’m up in feelings but I know that imma be alright
I been thinkin bout my life
Reminiscing in the night
Time is never stoppin so I really gotta get it right
I just drank too much tonight
Can’t tell if it’s black or white
I’m up in feelings but I know that imma be alright


[Verse 1: Scotty D]
My inner demons always follow me they never leave
They be messin with my mind when I’m just tryna sleep
Tossing turnin in the night I see these shadows in my dreams
Wake up 7:30 in morning body feelin weak
I just wanna push through tell myself that I’ll be okay
But I take another hit I feel that there is no way
All the efforts that I’m workin for I just throw away
I be making all the wrong turns I can’t keep it straight
I been workin day n night but I don’t have enough
Money in my bank account I just spend it on drugs
Drownin in my sorrow wish I had someone to love
I wanna end my life but I know I cannot give up cuz

[Chorus: Nick Osho]
I been thinkin bout my life
Reminiscing in the night
Time is never stoppin so I really gotta get it right
I just drank too much tonight
Can’t tell if it’s black or white
I’m up in feelings but I know that imma be alright
I been thinkin bout my life
Reminiscing in the night
Time is never stoppin so I really gotta get it right
I just drank too much tonight
Can’t tell if it’s black or white
I’m up in feelings but I know that imma be alright
[Verse 2: Nick Osho]
Thinking back to when it all wasn’ clear
Watch me come back in a couple of years
A couple of weeks, a couple of months
I’ll be back where I was
Back on my feet and i’m out of the struggle
Getting advice like i’m back in the huddle
Pushing these mountains, don’t care about puddles
I’ll take what’s left and i’ll flip it, make it a double
I am a product of my own environment
Fuck the entitlement
And what my idols think
So far ahead, I’ll get early retirement
Making it worth almost all of the time I spent
I was just arrogant, lost in my ways
I’m thanking God, for all that he gave
In a dark dream, saw the life that feen
What it’s all gonna mean
All that I’ve seen I will take to the grave
Follow my heart so I know where i’m going
Bigger than me but I know that I want it
Do it for my family, friends they all hoping
I work and stay focused so i can start growing
It is a journey of patience and timing
Everyday all my scars they remind me
That’s shadows will always be lurking behind me
[Chorus: Nick Osho]
I been thinkin bout my life
Reminiscing in the night
Time is never stoppin so I really gotta get it right
I just drank too much tonight
Can’t tell if it’s black or white
I’m up in feelings but I know that imma be alright