(Chorus)
I got nothing to look forward to
Waiting patiently for my time to come
Waiting patiently for me to fade away
I look the devil in the eyes come take my soul away

(Verse 1)
You wouldn’t understand my feelings
Off the drugs while staring at the ceiling
Feel like I’m a curse
Wish I died at birth
I have no real worth
Ima leave and never return
I get 10 minutes of happiness
Then it all runs away
Constantly debating whether or not
I wanna die today
Still no luck
Why do I always reach out to people
Who don’t give a fuck?
I’m so desperate to not be alone
Nowhere even feels like home
I feel so fucking alone
Someone please help I’m so alone

(Chorus)
I got nothing to look forward to
Waiting patiently for my time to come
Waiting patiently for me to fade away
I look the devil in the eyes come take my soul away

(Verse 2)
I use music as my escape
Singing my heart out everyday
It helps me feel somewhat okay
I do whatever I can to get away
I only enjoy life when I’m fucked up
I only feel good when I’m fucked up
Honestly I don’t care enough
Leave the house in the night
Cuz it’s only space I’m taking up

(Chorus)
I got nothing to look forward to
Waiting patiently for my time to come
Waiting patiently for me to fade away
I look the devil in the eyes come take my soul away


(Voice Recording, December 28th, 2021, 2:47am)
Up all night
I got bloodshot eyes
Ruining myself day by day
It’s not like anybody cares
Let’s be honest if I died no one would notice