[Verse]
I was 16, somewhat of a loner
Just a freeloader
And my only friends were stoners
Dreams of better days
A lot of failed plans
I was feeling lost, don't know what it meant
Started making vids, the only thing that helped
Couldn't focus on school
My head was somewhere else
It's a long road ahead I had to figure out
I knew I had to switch it up
And take a different route

[Hook]
It was the first time I saw success
Scared of the comedown
Holding my breath
The good and the bad times
All in my hands
It's all that I have now
I'm here 'til the end

[Verse 2]
Started Top15s, people laughed at first
Then I hit a million views, they were acting hurt
My friend said I live a life I don't deserve
All because his channel failed
Funny how that works
But I'm grateful for my friends who supported
I didn't thank you at the time
But it kept me goin'
And I know that this a blessing
I just hope I don't blow it
This game gets so hard
But I gotta stay stoic
[Hook]
It was the first time I saw success
Scared of the comedown
Holding my breath
The good and the bad times
It's all in my hands
It's all that I have now
I'm here 'til the end

[Bridge]
Look where we at now
Didn't go to college, but I made my parents proud
Made it through the dark times
Made it through the clouds
Look at everything we built from the ground

[Hook]
It was the first time I saw success
Scared of the comedown
Holding my breath
The good and the bad times
It's all in my hands
It's all that I have now
I'm here 'til the end