It was all a dream
Way back when
We were young nothing mattered back then
Now I'm sitting here far from the carefree ways
Of our past days
Tryna make change with a pen
Can't lie but it brought pain what you said
It's hard to try fake it or lie and pretend
Fuck all the sentiment
I came to wash away my sins or whatevers left of them
Never been a man of the lord but I'm praying
Never have I had doubts
So now I'm plotting on my grand plan
Sittin with a spliff on the couch
I better take time out
Fuck my limits are the sky now
Cos I wanna climb high above
80 days doesn't seem enough
So I take one puff
Blow smoke to my kingdom come
I've come to realise
Sometimes in my life when it feels like do or die
Yo i question myself like who was I
Before life felt like it would pass me by
And that was it
Yeah ill take a second
Shine a light on a stormy weather
Whatevers left never let it get the best of me
How shit changes eventually
Waves are back and forth
Always seeking more
Things ain't the same as they were before
Past mistakes yeah they're far away
I learn from just to make a change
Right here, right now thats the place I'll be
Life's up and down so I guess we'll see
Let the waves carry me
[Verse 2: Lausse the Cat]
(lausse the cat)
I'm twelve and I'm elven sized
Start telling lies to my 'rents
Thirteen and I skip class weekly
Start losing my innocence
Fourteen and suspended
Spend time painting and jumping fences
Mum said 'what did you do with your senses kid?'
I dunno but this shits just commenced
Fifteen I'd arrive at a rave with a sigh on my mind and a smile on my face
Little glenns in the back with a batch of my mates
Staying close to the pack till the madness commenced
Prepped for a fight as the guy's got a blade
And see most guys did so I prepped for a race
Some grey sweats reeboks and nice tight laces
I go cross country and squat rave places
Fightin the system, high and pissed
In the midst of kicks and snares in the distance
Sat in the room with 10 sad kids with addiction to horse tranquilizer
[?] me a line no [?] I slighly keep the fiver
Then go dance till the sunlight arises
Sometimes cops come and start a riot
See chairs, bins, stairs, tins try to fly it
Its funny with a tinny and a spliff
See me rummaging for pennies and a tenner with a nicked phone torch
Feeling clever like I'm better than the kids now floored by the ketamine embedded in their systems
Give a middle finger to the piggies in the distance
Give no assistance to kids and I dip quick
See I been a prick since time and so simply I'd hope
That you won't be surprised if I dont call you back
(why isn't he fucking answering?)
The mobile number you've called is currently unavaila- YO FUCK OFF
Roll it up, tuck it tight
Simmer down, find a light
I got a clipper in my pocket
Didn't work, tried it twice
Machiavelli, read it twice
Read it once, didn't like
I was like, in the clip
In the plot, I was dying
I was trying, to survive
It was peak, I was lying, I was chillin'
I was dyin', [?]
With my [?]
That was it, that was this
That was shit, [?]
Got the [?]
I'm the [?]
Gimme this, gimme six, gimme five