[Verse 1:] Leaf Ward
They know shooting them pistols, done got exciting
Little bro got so many bodies, it's trifling
We was really stuck in the trenches, that shit was frightening
They had me all the way back in PICC, it was [?]
I lost everything that I cared for
I done been in wars that I wasn't prepared for
I done been in real drama you wasn't there for
I tell Lid and Muji mom that I'm there for em
Whatever Allah put us through we was built for
N***as wanna kill me, n***as I would've killed for
Why that n***a used that young girl as a shield for
He can't drive, why they gave my n***a a wheel for
I feel for all them n***as fighting drama
We was going through trauma
Ummi told me stay out that water, I turned into a piranha
We done put n***as on shirt, turn into designer
When Jah died, it turned me into a monster
I was losing all my friends in the wind
We left the porch boys, came in as men
It ended before it began
They put that brass through my young n***a skin
I pray Allah forgive him for every sin, nobody told us to sin
I wish that I can take the time and rewind it
Bro lost trial, he couldn't find it
They do a deal, he ain't sign it
I put my n***as in the front, I'm behind it
How when the killers get killed it's ironic
Nas died made me vomit
I know for sure I might not make it into Jannah
We played the game but ain't nobody a winner
Shit all we wanted was dinner
It's easy in, hard to get out like a splinter
We did some shit, I wish Allah don't remember
This the life of a sinner
I see the demons in my rear view mirror
Ummi tried to give me game, I ain't hear her
I know this lifestyle scare her
Moved out cause the beef got nearer
Through this lens, I could see shit clearer, eh
[Verse 2:] OhDatsRida
Had to cut some n***as off, I can't believe it myself
Seen some n***as turned they back when I needed their help
You can't just say that you're a shooter, I gotta see it myself
You can't just say my man told, I gotta read it myself
And I'm praying that Allah forgive me for that man I dropped
They don't know that it's five minutes from my grandma spot
I be skipping out on salat like I'm missing out on a lot
If they ever told on a soul then them n***as not on my block
Opps point us out in court cause they could hardly score
If they catch me without this torch that might cost me the war
They know that we up to something, they see it all in our faces
Ain't had nobody to call cause they had us all in the station
In life you gonna take a loss, I told my dog to be patient
Lost Mac, James and [?], n***as broke my heart in three places
N***as think rappin' my life and I'm really rapping my life
I really had to take percs to stay up bagging the white
Ever feel the pain of walking past your man and you feel estranged
Cause once your man tell, it don't feel the same
Was hoping he feel the same cause the snitching shit that's what killed the gang
I'm on some different shit but I'm still the same
I was hoping you realize ain't got no respect for you
We from the same part and it's hard to stand next to you
I mean this from my heart dog, I thought about checking you
And leave you in the dark for them folks could come rescue you
This the shit that I complement when I'm alone and I pound the eight
But the same shit just fade away when I look in your momma face
You know that I got love for her even though she your customer
And I was the hustler but I never had drugs for her
I still see your sister around, your son getting bigger now
He ask a lot of questions then he asked that you snitching now
N***a, what you gonna sit him down, try to tell a lie
Play and kid around when there's a n***a that you told on in prison now
When the judge hand that sentence down
Gave that boy a L if he amend in jail
He locking in at nine, fall asleep by twelve
And he barely been seeing mail, that's why I'm going hard until I see a mil
And once I get to see it, he see a appeal, let em know I'm real