[Verse]
I got all this pain in me, can't shake it
I'm the realest n***a rappin, can't fake it
My friends turned to enemies, I can't take it
Real love gonna come to you, you can't chase it
Shit ain't the same, they got all my n***as in chains
They hit Jah in his brain, I was praying he ain't feel pain (Lil Jah)
They know how far I came to get here then I snuck on the train
[?] was there in the rain, she the only thing keeping me sane
When we slide, I pray to god I make it home safe
I don't do no co-defendants, I'ma take my own case
I was selling coke out of Ummi crib, that was homebase
I never tried to keep up, I was moving at my own pace
Got killed and hanged with them killers, that's just a fact
The opps was up on us some numbers, I brought us back
The opps had the drop where I live and I brought a gat
I let a snake out in the zoo, what he do, he went and caught a rat
I gave my young n***a my heart then he changed on me
I placed that n***a in the clouds then he rained on me
I got up on em so close that it left a stain on me
They said they always be here, went David Blaine on me
I can't get no 9 to 5 cause I got felonies
If we men, why the fuck we dealing with jealousy
That n***a went to court singin' melodies
You gotta show me, I don't believe what you telling me
They said they was gonna run ballistics, they must got us twisted
They caught that n***a in the bus zone, he got a ticket
My youngin' ain't got nowhere to stay but he got a biscuit
I was dead broke, told myself that I gotta fix it
Show your hand and you gonna lose, you little n***as fools
They took my n***a out the game, he ain't play by the rules
I took it straight down to the block when I got out of school
I'm Billie Jean in the streets but they don't know how to move
I saw my n***a make a killing but his big brother was killing
Little bro got all them bodies that's cause he ain't got no feelings
It was holes all in the ceiling, if we slide then we drillin'
I was out that window like I was graduating, bro was wheelin'
I ain't talkin and I don't listen, I just heard my dog hissin'
I ain't have no grandmoms or grandpops, they was missing
And my father was in prison, stuck in them trenches in prison
Lil Jah loved that bread, he prolly came back as a pigeon
Did some shit we never mention, was in PICC with all this tension
I tell Baby and Muji treat this shit like it's detention
Jah in another dimension, my Ummi said pay attention
I hit him, I ain't kill him but n***as knew my intention