911 emergency, do you require assistance?
Okay sir, I am notifying the police
Are you at [censored], apartment two?
I will sir, but I need you to confirm your address first
It's [censored], apartment two
Okay, the police are on their way, but I need you to calm down
Do you know if it is a man or a woman?
I don't know, I just saw the back of their head and its scalp was ripped off
Excuse me, sir?
Its skin was hanging off the side of its head
Everyone wants something from me
And I can't be what they need
My heart is always heavy
And I'm desperate for mental peace
Everyone wants something from me
And I can't be what they need
My heart is always heavy
And I'm desperate for mental peace
Nothing is making sense in my head
Autopilot exit crashing by the end
Another low, another night to pretend
I'm not fine but where do I begin
Cause every time that I start
I don't even have the when or the where or the why
I feel like dying
You should have allowed nature to take its course. In the end, it will anyway
Drained of life, it's not for the weak
It'll spit you out and I'm dying to leave
This place, these people blow out my brains
Drown my body in phenol, it's all one in the same
I'm sick of these strangers speaking on my name
Shut the fuck up and stay in your lane
You have a problem with me? At least say it to my face
You're a sorry-ass bitch and you'll stay that way
I'm back, bitch, come and get it
You've done your damage
But I'm still living
And I know you can't stand it
I'm back, bitch, come and get it
You've done your damage
But I'm still living
And I know you can't stand it
Oh shit
This is Paleface Swiss you fucks
Bring it
At this fucking point where does it end?
It starts [?] fade away
[?] insanity
In this desolate home we've forgotten
Well fuck it
When you want something from me
And I can't be what you need
My heart is always empty
And I'm desperate for mental peace
Everyone wants something from me
And I can't be what they need
My heart is always heavy
And I'm desperate for mental peace
Everyone wants something from me
And I'm not aiming to please
Cause your desperation is sickening
You're not getting anything from me
You can't be saved
And I'm not the reason for all of your pain
Fuck
I wasn't even sure it was loaded until it went off
I shot her in the head
Mrs Underwood never knew what hit her, I'm sure
You're out here playing god
Well don't dare pray for me
If it's the devil you want
You'll bring it out in me
I'm trying my best to feel alive
Putting the fear in me again
Head underwater, doing whatever
But I am not feeling alive
Fuck [?]
[?]
Trying to be a better man
All of the demons are coming to show me
The damage you gave me and fucked up my life
Oh, I am not feeling alright
I am not fucking feeling
I am not feeling alive
Oh, I am not feeling alright
All of the demons are coming to show me
The damage you gave me and fucked up my life