Numb to it all
To everyone I see
Fake conversations & nowhere to lead
And
I don’t relate to anyone
I won’t even try
Damaged and desensitized
I was yours and you were mine
I am so sick of the fact that nothing good ever lasts
And I can’t move forward if I don’t adapt
But how can the world rip you away like that

Eyes glazed over
It’s one in the same
No amount of intoxication
Ever loosens the weight
I can only disintegrate

Under everything I couldn’t change
Reminded of all the things that I can’t change

Numb to it all
To everyone I see
Fake conversations & nowhere to lead
And
I don’t relate to anyone
I won’t even try
Damaged and desensitized
I was yours and you were mine
I am so sick of the fact that nothing good ever lasts
And I can’t move forward if I don’t detach
But how fuck do people move on so fast?
Everything feels so god damn temporary
I have no love to give
And won’t sit here to force it
In desperate attempts I turn it and forfeit

I’ll let in everything
To feel it all again
Forced to learn the lesson
That everything ends
Intoxication
Won’t kill the pain
It all feels the same
I’ll only just disintegrate

What’s gonna drive me to care?
Cause I don’t anymore
Bleeding on the bathroom floor
To feel something more, anything more than this
Regret’s at the bottom of the bottle
And I always find myself at the end
The only thing that makes me feel alive
Is slowly killing me at the same time