Inability to cope with life effectively can’t pinpoint why

I’m worrying excessively

Overthinking was the death of me, mentally

Checked out and forgotten all about rationality

Nothing makes sense in my head anymore

It’s all flooded with guilt and remorse

Even with the most honorable intentions, I always seem to make a shitty impression



I have a love hate relationship with everything

Conflicted with the way I feel it’s unsettling

Feeling like dirt, feeling like that’s even more then i’m worth

Feeling like this life’s even more then I deserve


Bitter relief bitter relief rid me of this unease

Bitter relief bitter relief tell me that it gets easy x2



The carousel never stops

Exhaustion clings onto every bone i’ve got

I’m too damaged to love, too broken to care

Emptiness is all that’s there x2



I have a love hate relationship with everything

Conflicted with the way I feel it’s unsettling

Feeling like dirt, feeling like that’s even more then i’m worth

Feeling like this life’s even more then I deserve

Laughing*
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