Living in the darkest of days
Lost all my faith, it withered away
I chose to trust in others, thinking they would do the same
But I found out they use you for their personal gain
No more wishful thinking
Come out empty handed
Every time, left high and dry
I am a product living through hell
For what has seemed like an eternity
No one will ever understand what i've been through
Don't look me in the eyes and tell me that you do
The reaper reels me in
(left with my sins) Embedded in my skin
Permeant, i'm never gonna forget
I tried so hard to forget
Lobotomy wipe the slate clean
Erase everything that's tied in my brain
Put me out of my misery
I am a fucking problem a god damn disease