Deprivation
Desperation
Wishing for some separation
I am nothing
I am somewhere else
I’m not supposed to be
All I have is hate beside me
All I feel is hate inside me
Rage - I let it fester
Blister inside my brain
Fathoming the senseless
Hitched to the insane
Liberate the madness
That I feel every day

Like a bullet to a gun
Load me in the chamber
And watch them all run
If I’m being honest I have had enough
Of crooked smiles and clenched teeth
You all love to say things that you don't mean
Two-faced bullshit, I’m so sick of it
Maybe one day you’ll get your fucking throat slit
All bark no bite, you’re so tough
It’s not my fault someone never loved you enough
Every day I feel nothing
My burden to bare
Some days I don’t mind it
The hell is always there

Sometimes I wish everything would go away
People all around me but I'm alone in decay
And it's safe to say I'll be gone any day
Bite down on the 9 then die in misery
What is it inside me that feels so fucking broken?
I take one step forward and two steps back into the fire
Desperation for the connotation of my desire
I can't take anymore deprivation
I'm looking for some separation

Every day I feel nothing
My burden to bare
Some days I don’t mind it
The hell is always there
Starve the hunger
Feed the vice
I’ll do just about anything to survive
Starve the hunger
Feed the vice
Anything to keep myself alive
All I have is hate