[Verse 1]
I'm happy when I'm sad
Find company in misery
You won't get a thing from me
Yeah, this is all I have
The miles on the road are all that I've ever known

[Pre-Chorus]
We should keep going, drive through the morning
Making a mess and then leave without warning
Let's keep it moving, we'll make a movie
Do all the things that make me regret losing you
That's something that I never wanted to do

[Chorus]
Here's to the first time
That I ever learned to run away
Here's to the last time
I met someone I can't drink away
Always going up down, up down
Never gonna come down
Smoking everything in my house
Here's to the first time in a long time
I ever wanted to stay

[Verse 2]
I'm happy when I'm sad
Broken but I love it
Yeah, I think nothing of it
Lost in my head, I'm trapped
Nothing the drugs can’t fix
Broken but I love it, yeah
[Chorus]
Here's to the first time
That I ever learned to run away
Here's to the last time
I met someone I can't drink away
Always going up down, up down
Never gonna come down
Smoking everything in my house
Here's to the first time in a long time
I ever wanted to stay

[Bridge]
We can leave it all behind and coast into the sunset
Dirty sheets in hotel rooms
Those nights where you would cry me a river
All of those memories linger
Here's to the first time that I will say
I won't be leaving, this time I'll stay
I'm happy when I'm sad

[Chorus]
Here's to the first time
That I ever learned to run away
Here's to the last time
I met someone I can't drink away
Always going up down, up down
Never gonna come down
Smoking everything in my house
Here's to the first time in a long time
I ever wanted to stay