[Verse 1]
Just wanna be alone today
Do whatever the fuck I feel like
Spend time in my sacred place
Kick back and take a load off

[Verse 2]
I'm depressed and I need a break
From this character I'm playing
I've been astray in the collective maze
And I just can't fake it anymore

[Chorus]
Why do I pretend?
When my heart is pulling at me?
Why do I say yes?
I try to make everyone happy

Here I go
I'm people pleasing again
Why do I offend him?
My own party, a waste of confetti

[Verse 3]
Love pridе in a black mirror
Feeling pressure for a paycheck
Brokе orbit to avoid the fear
Crash landed in my brain cells
[Chorus]
Why do I pretend?
When my heart is pulling at me?
Why do I say yes?
I try to make everyone happy

Here I go
I'm people pleasing again
Why do I offend him?
My own party, a waste of confetti

[Bridge]
Is this where it all dissolves?
Is this where it all dissolves?
Dark places, illuminating
Is this where it all dissolves?
My heart is levitating
Is this where it all...

[Chorus]
Why do I pretend?
When my heart is pulling at me?
It doesn't make sense
I try to make the whole world happy

Here I go
I'm people pleasing again
Why do I offend him?
My own party, a waste of confetti