Riding round drunk, lying bout sobriety
Crime is never dying down and now you found varieties
Sex, drugs, music, murder, server
Check this then dig for irony
Vindictive society is what I've been a part of
The shit lives inside of me, shit you never thought of
Slit wrist ideology, I guess I'm caught up
Forget clips, one shot then we bust the charter
Slaughter my enemies when Hennessey down
God winners sin with me and liquor be brown
And broads only interest me when I'm dicking em down
Y'all I'm losing my mind, John Kennedy style, fuck it
If there's people worse than me, there must be plenty victims
I'm just trying change lives like the prison system
I ain't never been one to take criticism
So forgive me when I'm asking are you even listening?

Popped so many pills, my brain done rotted
The board of mental health told me I'm psychotic
Can't get a gun even if I bought it
But I know the plug, so guess what? I got it
Happens to be me, ain't that ironic
Withdrawals from Haldol, I eat and I vomit
Stupid bitch broke my heart and I'm honest
I ain't gon release the skeletons from my closest
Swear I went dumb, prison inmates called me retard
Probably coz I ate a bunch of pills like sweet tarts
Heart attack in the system, no ER
Liver talking me like "I'm gon take a week off"
Cynical, don't believe in love like she's a slut
Leaning out the window throwing middle fingers up
I don't know where my mind is, Christina does
This that cold coolaid coz we drinking cuh