[Verse 1]
Push my lover down the drain
Think of my body getting hit by a train
Always thought I'd never leave
Don't have an identity
I can't feed

[Chorus]
I like to think I'm doomed to smile
I like to search my symptoms online
I liked it when the voices were gone
I like to believe you aren't one
I wrapped my neck
A friendly machine
Pretends to wipe my memory clean
Pretends to make it all go away
Pretends to make me feel quite okay

[Verse 2]
Hungry for amphetamine
60 mh dir the dee
Violently crying to the song you sent me
After, can't forget a reason to live
Fool myself, lose myself
Be myself, fuck myself
Can you hear me mentally
Can you sing a melody
Can you be a friend to me
People leave so suddenly
Suffering, he's suffering
Fooled your life, it's all to me
On the noose, cut me loose
Now to end my suffering, please

[Chorus]
I like to think I'm doomed to smile
I like to search my symptoms online
I liked it when the voices were gone
I like to believe you aren't one
I wrapped my neck
A friendly machine
Pretends to wipe my memory clean
Pretends to make it all go away
Pretends to make me feel quite okay

[Verse 1]
Push my lover down the drain
Think of my body getting hit by a train
Always thought I'd never leave
Don't have an identity
I can't feed

[Chorus]
I like to think I'm doomed to smile
I like to search my symptoms online
I liked it when the voices were gone
I like to believe you aren't one
I wrapped my neck
A friendly machine
Pretends to wipe my memory clean
Pretends to make it all go away
Pretends to make me feel quite okay
I like to think I'm doomed to smile
I like to search my symptoms online
I liked it when the voices were gone
I like to believe you aren't one
I wrapped my neck
A friendly machine
Pretends to wipe my memory clean
Pretends to make it all go away
Pretends to make me feel quite okay