[Chorus]
Yeah
After, after, where am I running to after?
Feel like my life goin' backwards
Swimmin' through miserable patterns
After, after, nothing to see but disaster
Wanderin', searching for answers
(I never been in this chapter)

[Verse]
Feel useless, food in the fridge still rottin’
Bought nothin' last time I went shoppin'
I don't see ghosts, but your chair still rockin'
Not good at art, but I started
With a garden and large white house like you wanted, with arches
Keep me distracted, don't wanna keep the bad habits
I thought I had a heart attack, but I can manage
I don't wanna see myself in the mirror
Past two years havе beaten me up
Drop my drink, no timе for cheers
Shave my head and get cleaned up
I don't wanna see myself in the mirror
No more tears from the boy I was
Leave this swamp, see the coast all clear
Maybe this time my life won’t suck
[Chorus]
Yeah, yeah, yeah, uh
Where am I running to after?
Feel like my life goin' backwards
Swimmin' through miserable patterns
After, after, keep askin’ God for the answer
Sleep by myself in a camper
I’m still alive and beating

[Outro]
So, what else matters?
I’m leavin' tomorrow
I don’t know where I’m gonna go, but I’ll find somewhere
Bright and early
Grab a drink from McDonald’s or somethin'
There’s— There’s just nothing here that— that interests me anymore
I don’t know, I’m excited