My toxic trait
Giving my love, my time, my energy
To those who'd never do the same for me (To those who'd never do the same for me, no)

Excuses and justification
Concealing these scars from the self mutilation
Chasing these bullets for harmony
The heart bleeds for what we will never be, yeah

I remain close; having you in my life
In an unhealthy/unequal way
As a convenience factor is better
Than bеcoming an afterthought of yesterday

Hold onto thе pipe dream
That one day i’ll be enough
My patience rewarded
Put myself last at my own expense
Draining myself til’ there’s nothing left

I want you to think of me
As the one that got away
The narrative’s buried in my head
An emotional masochist
Wrapped around your finger, you’re the catalyst
Glimpses and moments turn to false potential
The heart bleeds for what we’ll never be, oh

My toxic trait
Giving my love, my time, my energy
To those who'd never do the same for me (To those who'd never do the same for me, no)

Excuses and justification
Concealing these scars from the self mutilation
Chasing these bullets for harmony
The heart bleeds for what we will never be, yeah