Struggle
You dont know about my struggle
You dont know about my pain
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
You dont know about my struggle
You dont know about my pain
Load some bullets in the 45
Then stick that bitch straight to my brain
Taking bottles to the head yeah
Blunts to the head yeah
Lay back in my head rest
Trying to explain
You dont know my struggle
You dont know my pain
All the hate is so intense
My back against the fence
A penny for my thoughts
Im just trying to make some sense
Ive been going through some things yeah
Everything ain't what it seems yeah
End of the barrel pushed against my temple
I just want it all to end but sometimes it ain't that simple
If I do it I can picture my family going through it
Wondering what went when wrong & when did I start to loose it
Financially Ive been struggling debt just keeps on doubling
All of my life has been so troubling
I dont know how Im functioning
Under pressure Ive been bucking
Drunk as fuck Ive been stumbling
Back and forth Ive been juggling
This situations humbling
Ive been praying for the moment this moment would end
They keep on saying it ain't safe to try to hold it in
Im down bad feeling trapped my soul is pinned
Mayne here we go again
You dont know about my struggle
You dont know about my pain
Load some bullets in the 45
Then stick that bitch straight to my brain
Taking bottles to the head yeah
Blunts to the head yeah
Lay back in my head rest
Trying to explain
You dont know my struggle
You dont know my pain
Yeah
I swear Ive been here before this feels like deja vu
Im breaking down just hoping to make a breakthrough
I put my album together called it my debut
But never dropped it cause flopping would make me break too
As a man it's hard to say its hard to handle shit
It ain't about what comes your way its how you handle it
You only get one life why would you gamble it
This is the question they constantly ask me and I dont know how to answer it
Running away from my past hoping that karma dont never catch up with me
Whats up with me
I dont need nobody around me I dont want your company
Looking around at my problems I think to my self this shit ain't never going to end
Overextended on all of my bills I cannot make the payments Its hard to pretend
And put this smile on, when I know it it fake
I got the, weight of the world on my shoulders and I ache
All of my people keep on saying boy you know you gonna be strait
Im wide awake my eyes opened to the fake
You dont know about my struggle
You dont know about my pain
Load some bullets in the 45
Then stick that bitch straight to my brain
Taking bottles to the head yeah
Blunts to the head
Lay back in my head rest
Trying to explain
You dont know my struggle
You dont know my pain
You dont know about my pain
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
You dont know about my struggle
You dont know about my pain
Load some bullets in the 45
Then stick that bitch straight to my brain
Taking bottles to the head yeah
Blunts to the head yeah
Lay back in my head rest
Trying to explain
You dont know my struggle
You dont know my pain
All the hate is so intense
My back against the fence
A penny for my thoughts
Im just trying to make some sense
Ive been going through some things yeah
Everything ain't what it seems yeah
End of the barrel pushed against my temple
I just want it all to end but sometimes it ain't that simple
If I do it I can picture my family going through it
Wondering what went when wrong & when did I start to loose it
Financially Ive been struggling debt just keeps on doubling
All of my life has been so troubling
I dont know how Im functioning
Under pressure Ive been bucking
Drunk as fuck Ive been stumbling
Back and forth Ive been juggling
This situations humbling
Ive been praying for the moment this moment would end
They keep on saying it ain't safe to try to hold it in
Im down bad feeling trapped my soul is pinned
Mayne here we go again
You dont know about my struggle
You dont know about my pain
Load some bullets in the 45
Then stick that bitch straight to my brain
Taking bottles to the head yeah
Blunts to the head yeah
Lay back in my head rest
Trying to explain
You dont know my struggle
You dont know my pain
Yeah
I swear Ive been here before this feels like deja vu
Im breaking down just hoping to make a breakthrough
I put my album together called it my debut
But never dropped it cause flopping would make me break too
As a man it's hard to say its hard to handle shit
It ain't about what comes your way its how you handle it
You only get one life why would you gamble it
This is the question they constantly ask me and I dont know how to answer it
Running away from my past hoping that karma dont never catch up with me
Whats up with me
I dont need nobody around me I dont want your company
Looking around at my problems I think to my self this shit ain't never going to end
Overextended on all of my bills I cannot make the payments Its hard to pretend
And put this smile on, when I know it it fake
I got the, weight of the world on my shoulders and I ache
All of my people keep on saying boy you know you gonna be strait
Im wide awake my eyes opened to the fake
You dont know about my struggle
You dont know about my pain
Load some bullets in the 45
Then stick that bitch straight to my brain
Taking bottles to the head yeah
Blunts to the head
Lay back in my head rest
Trying to explain
You dont know my struggle
You dont know my pain