[Chorus: sinxi]
I just don't understand
I left it in your hands
You left my heart tainted, don't know where I am
But I ain't fuckin' healed yet
But you act like you don't see it
And you don't deserve the praise
You didn't wanna change
You gave it all up for a little bit of fame
And I just don't wanna feel shit
I just don't really need this, no (No, no)

[Verse 1: sinxi]
Late calls, I didn't wanna text you
Too long that I didn't really see you
Won't lie, yeah, I've changed a lot
Spent the summer with myself and all of my thoughts
Bring another bottle, I could really use one
But it's something that I never really talk about
Never really saw the same
Never really felt the pain

[Chorus: sinxi]
I just don't understand
I left it in your hands
You left my heart tainted, don't know where I am
But I ain't fuckin' healed yet
But you act like you don't see it
And you don't deserve the praise
You didn't wanna change
You gave it all up for a little bit of fame
And I just don't wanna feel shit
I just don't really need this, no (No)
[Verse 2: heylog]
I just watch you cry, you do it all the time
I'm here 'cause I like you, it ain't a lie
Focus how to breathe
I need you for some venting
Look at me, I'm worth
More than I really think
Knock me down until it hurts
I'm on my way to brink
I'm on my way to edge
I'm on my way to learn
I'm on my way to death
I don't wanna make this turn, no

[Bridge: heylog]
(I don't wanna)
I don't wanna make this turn, I don't wanna hit the dirt, I don't wanna make it
Worse
(Hm, oh)

[Chorus: sinxi]
I just don't understand
I left it in your hands
You left my heart tainted, don't know where I am
But I ain't fuckin' healed yet
But you act like you don't see it
And you don't deserve the praise
You didn't wanna change
You gave it all up for a little bit of fame
And I just don't wanna feel shit
I just don't really need this, no (No, no)