​heylog
​​carnage
[Chorus]
Starving now, it gets pretty bad
You saw it all get split in half
About every bridge has been collapsed
Old friends of mine slowly detached (heylog)
I think it's all my fault, questioning if I'm wrong
How do I make it stop?
(Can't rest at all)
(Heart's pounding strong)
(Been up for hours)
(The sun's almost up)

[Verse 1]
One call was all I needed
Right now, I feel completed
2019 is over
Been four years and got lower
Though, for me, it stood out
Bleed to just hear one sound
I'd die to hear that noise
The calmness of your voice

[Bridge]
I knew how it'd turn out (Turn out)
Soon you'd be leaving town (Leaving town)
And I couldn't bear that thought (That thought)
Was hard to move on
(Was hard to move on)
(Was hard to move on, move on, mo-mo—)
[Verse 2]
Thirty-two degrees, lungs get colder by the second
Been through hell and out, it's like there's some type of obsession
Wondering the choice you made, if you've ever regret it
If you gotta say something, why don't you come confess it?
Every time you mention how I need to find me
Don't know what you're tryna say, don't know what you mean
I think you're just saying words, you're just saying things
Even you confuse yourself, you don't know what to think

[Verse 3]
The reason why I live is to hope for a day
To finally see guidance leading your way (Guidance leading your way)
Wonder how to start, wonder where I go (Where I go)
All of it requires leaving my home (Requires leaving my home)
Been through a bit and so much has gone (So much has gone)
You don't gotta be sorry if I went through a lot (Sorry if I went through a lot)
I can see us starting a family (Starting)
I think it's the only thing that'll help me-me-me-me—

[Chorus]
Starving now, it gets pretty bad
You saw it all get split in half
About every bridge has been collapsed
Old friends of mine slowly detached
I think it's all my fault, questioning if I'm wrong
How do I make it stop? Ca-can't rest at all
Heart's pounding strong, been up for hours
The sun's almost up, like how do I do it?
She say, "Where you been?"
Nowhere, I just haven't checked my phone to use it
It's all gone down in carnage, debris in my lungs
Wake up, feel like garbage, and get my Yeti cu-cu-cup
I'm obsessed, pop a can of caffeine
Even three hundred milligrams can barely do a thing to me