INTRO [SYKOTIK]
Ayo This Beat Sykotic
VERSE 1: [KAOTIK]
And they say you can't get shit if I get it back it gettin' lost in the track
Before takin' you back (back) when you leave then I stack (stack)
Then we blow the whole pack (pack) (whole pack?) so this isn't got' be with the knife when you got thru the nights to avoid the bleeding [?] in the line, ill just say I'm fine and they believe the lies, that's why I'm not wastin' time to filter out these rhymes, I had to worry ahead of time, that is it, making sure the peoplе who actually see won't give a shit (shit)
Dying has to be inside and it hurt a lil' bit
Cus' it rеminded me that I was loosing it
But if I loose at this then I have to win at that
And keeping it balanced mentally inside (inside)
Loosin' way too much of that then things go to crap (Crap)
Just like the rest that can't be unnoticeable yeah (yeah)
Should spew a couple facts out like a spout like my hookup goes out on a mile for a while, so much time I can't file a complaint, for it going like this at this point, out here telling my friends to pass the joint
Ashes black like soy, black like solja boy and my things blessed
And I run with everything in my hand, man I must be brain dead
But instead but instead I shoot myself with the lyrical lead
And I don't want to use a real gun cus' after that I have to be buried
No mother wants to see her son under the ground
CHORUS: [SYKOTIK]
You said I made you hate your life but you actin' like you was just making' lies and your mind seem to change every day and night and all I wanted to do was make it right cus' you say you wanna die when I know you full of lies and it ain't no surprise sayin' you want suicide I say its do or die one of us die in 45 years
Bitch I think its hilarious when you talk about being suicidal, you tell everybody more then I do when I talk about rap, y'all just want attention but y'all just playin' I ain't playin matter of fact if you waiting here you might just hear me spray my brains out and find me laying there try me out then find out that imma knock my legs in the water and I might drown...