[Verse 1]
Who's to say what's okay for me to numb the pain?
Taking planes, clouding veins
All forms of Novocain
Pouring stains on my brain so I don't think the same
My faulty remedies
They got a thing for me

[Pre-Chorus]
This ain't a breakdown, I'm just wasted
In the mood, I click around and now she naked
Now I'm face down
Numb from the waist down
I go to bed to get back up again and wait it out

[Chorus]
Sleep all day on cheap vacation
I'm so sedated, faking patience
Who's to blame, the used-to's fading
All the rules keep changing, what's worth saving?
I can't find a way down, can't find a way down
Staying up late and dreaming my days out
What's a phase that you cannot escape?
'Cause I'm losing in faith in all I'm chasing

[Verse 2]
And I'm so sick of myself
I'm a junkie binging
Ain't no discipline in what I've been
My sins are hand me downs
I think I wеar 'em proud
Until they eat mе up, I'm inside out without a doubt
[Pre-Chorus]
It's a breakdown and I'm wasted
Bugs are crawling on my skin and I can't take it
My head it ain't sound
Numb from the face down
My fear intruding in my room, it's time I let 'em out

[Bridge]
For every peak that I make I get a valley to face
I wish I never knew the highs I'm always trying to chase

[Chorus]
Sleep all day on cheap vacation
I'm so sedated, faced frustration
Who's to blame, the used-to's fading
All the rules keep changing, what's worth saving?
I can't find a way down, can't find a way down
Staying up late and dreaming my days out
What's a phase that you cannot escape?
'Cause I'm losing in faith in all I'm chasing