[Verse 1]
Who's to say what's okay for me to numb the pain?
Taking planes, clouding veins, all forms of Novocaine
Pouring stains on my brain so I don't think the same
My faulty remedies, they got a thing for me

[Refrain]
This ain't a breakdown
I'm just wasted
In the mood, I click around and now she naked
Now I'm face-down
Numb from the waist down
I go to bed to get back up again and wait it out

[Chorus]
Sleep all day on cheap vacation
I'm so sedated, faking patience
Who's to blame? The used-to's fading
All the rules keep changing, what's worth saving?
I can't find a way down, can't find a way down
Staying up late and dreaming my days out
What's a phase that you cannot escape?
'Cause I'm losing faith in all I'm chasing

[Verse 2]
And I'm so sick of myself
I'm a junkie bingeing
Ain't no discipline in what I've been
My sins are hand-me-downs
I think I wear 'em proud
Until they eat me up
I'm inside-out without a doubt
[Refrain]
It is a breakdown
And I'm wasted
Bugs are crawling on my skin and I can't take it
My head, it ain't sound
Numb from the face down
My fear intruding in my room
It's time I let 'em out

[Bridge]
For every peak that I make I get a valley to face
I wish I never knew the high I'm always trying to chase

[Bridge 2]
Mayday, my problem's surfacing
Mayday, here comes the come-down
I'm lost for words, my brain is burnt
My pain is earned, no lessons learned
How can I stomach wasting time?
I'm plannin' out of sight
I can't get out of my head
My vision is red, I'm heavy as lead
This life that I tread is bring my dread
If I don't change soon I'll fade
And I'll wind up dead
[Chorus]
Sleep all day on cheap vacation
I'm so sedated, face frustration
Who's to blame? The used-to's fading
All the rules keep changing, what's worth saving?
I can't find a way down, can't find a way down
Staying up late and dreaming my days out
What's a phase that you cannot escape?
'Cause I'm losing faith in all my dazes