(Breathe)

I’ve told 1000 lies
A noose tight
As a necktie

And I’ve died 1000 times
For that surreal life

Searching for sunnier
States of mind

Need me a vice
To waste the time

Yearn for lives
I wish were mine

I pray this high
Will get me by

Said "coming up quick"
Said "gimme that hit"
Said "feed me that quick"
Said "gimme that hit"
Said "gimme that"
This highs to die for
I’ve been off it all week

I got none to fight for
When my life’s an eye sore

This rush
Goes straight to my head
No, all these good meds
Keep me at my best

Confess with your mouth
You’ll pay for your debts
Buried by sin
I’m up to my neck

I don’t wanna wake up
I could stay here forever

I don’t wanna wake up
Leave me be for the better

I don’t wanna wake up
I could stay here forever

I don’t wanna wake up
I’m a fiend for displeasure
These numbered days
Don’t seem to change
I’d rather cave
Than find a way

Thoughts are loud
I’m easy prey
I’d rather bow
And waste away

(Life is full of pleasure
I can't wait for tomorrow
Life is full of pleasure
I have so much to live for)