[Verse 1]
Caught in a dark room lately
Detached and enshrouded
I'll see you around
Caught in a dark mood lately
Fucked up in my bed
That song in my head

[Pre-Chorus]
Approaching with wonder
Trying to feel things that I once knew
I wrestle with my hurt
Give it a week and I'll pull on through

[Chorus 1]
I'm not alright
Slowly I pushed you from my life
Lavender bright
Sorry I'm fucked up all the time

[Verse 2]
Caught in a strange dream
Watching moments I cared for
Somehow aware
Caught by a red flower
Walking home from a friend's house
I wanted to call out
[Pre-Chorus]
Approaching with wonder
Trying to feel things that I once knew
I wrestle with my hurt
Give it a week and I'll pull on through

[Chorus 1]
I'm not alright
Slowly I pushed you from my life
Lavender bright
Sorry I'm fucked up all the time

[Chorus 2]
I know it's not right
I wish I could be with you tonight
Lavender bright
Maybe I'm better out of sight

[Bridge]
It hurts to feel so stupid
Discovering how to just be

[Chorus 1]
I'm not alright
Slowly I pushed you from my life
Lavender bright
Sorry I'm fucked up all the time
[Chorus 2]
I know it's not right
Wish I could be with you tonight
Lavender bright
Maybe I'm better out of sight