[Intro: Matt Mehana]
Pushing me
Pulling me

[Verse 1: Lil Lotus]
A second chance, if it's not too much to ask for
These idle hands put the drugs all on the dashboard
You can’t say it, I'll be fine in the morning
Yeah, I know I wasted time, for that, I’m sorry

This is going to far, going to far again
This is getting too hard, too hard to pretend

[Chorus: Lil Lotus]
I need a minute, to remember where I am
Nobody’s winning, no, I can’t do this again
Falling to pieces, watch it crumble in my hands
I need a minute, is this is really who I am

[Bridge: Matt Mehana]
Suddenly there was an unexplainable force pushing me
Suddenly there was an unexplainable force pulling me

[Verse 2: Matt Mehana]
This isn’t enjoyable anymore
Shut your close-minded open door
Dragging my body with my nails
Anything I get into entirely fails
I ruined so many people's lives
Nothing I take care of ever survives
I am what I am
I am what I am
[Chorus: Lil Lotus]
I need a minute, to remember where I am
Nobody’s winning, no, I can’t do this again
Falling to pieces, watch it crumble in my hands
I need a minute, is this is really who I am

[Outro: Matt Mehana]
Pushing me
Pulling me