(Voice-mail)
I was really hoping that you would pick up because I miss you a lot and uhm...
I'm sorry that I'm crying right now but I'm drunk and uhm...
I'm sorry this is bullshit
I miss you a lot and uhm
You were one of my best friends and uhm
There's a lot of alcohol in my system right now
So you could just ignore all of this message if you get this

(Verse: 1)
I need the right brush to paint what I'm trying to say to you
You broke me into pieces but my heart will always pray for you
I'm violent, aggressive I need to let it out what do I do?
I'm back in depression I'm battling something I always lose
There's too much that's going on in my head
Girl I don't expect you to understand
Popping pills ain't gon' get me through this storm
You just stopped caring you said that you did
I'm fucking up and I'm losing focus
I bet money you didn't know this
I'm not me tell me have you noticed

(Hook)
Now she's gone
Wishing I never gave her my all
And now she's gone
Wishing I never gave her my all

(Verse 2)
I can't even think straight right now
I don't know what to say right now
Nothing much to do but break down
And I say to myself not now
You don't want to when there people around
What are they going to say right now?
No idea I'm in pain right now
I don't ever show it I don't ever talk about it
There's too much that's going on in my heart
Never expected you'd tear it apart
I don't drink so that's out of the question
You just stopped caring you said that you did
I'm fucking up and I'm losing focus
I bet money you didn't know this
I'm not me tell me have you noticed

(Hook)
Now she's gone
Wishing I never gave her my all
And now she's gone
Wishing I never gave her my all

(Verse 3)
Yeah
G threw a party
Ali threw a party
Women came over cause they threw a party
I'm trying to call you but that's not an option
I know if I do everyone will stop me
I need you right now
I need you right here next to me
I need to tell you exactly how I feel
Fuck moving too fast that's the lamest excuse
I pictured myself succeeding but with you
You became my addiction now I'm itching
You don't know that I just got a few stitches
You don't know that I'm not caring for myself
You're not being you you're being someone else
Fuck your new n***a
I'm not being me either something's in this hookah
Everything is so wrong
I'm about to be so gone