Well let's face it- things will never be the same, when you left everything changed. I understand you did what was best at the time, it was reckless abandon your thorn in my side. Now everything is so distant and frayed your homesick stricken brain would be at ease if you just stayed. You swallowed your wisdom and coughed up your pride, you choked on your morals then cast them aside. You only tolerate complaints from your own mouth. Your moral compass seems fixated on south. It seems there's a reason you lost all of your old friends. I think there's a pattern here, I think there's a trend. Just ask yourself, was this enough to keep you right where you wanted you said you would be, so wait for it darling and then you will see. Maybe I set my expectations too high in expecting you at all. Maybe I thought you'd let it die inside, your heart's been misplaced. Don't call anymore, 'cause we won't be there waiting at the receiving line