Sometimes when I wake next to you
Shaken from dreams of suburbs in ruins
The moon turns your skin pale blue
I check if you're still breathing

And it's such a deep sleep that you're in
I'm facing the witching hour alone
It's like you're on morphine now
And I'm the nightshift heroine

And we played our games of shame and blame
We dropped the dirty bombs on fly by
So, what am I supposed to say
We did way too little too late
We get no clean breaks
No last kiss goodbye

I'm a million miles from a love down low
I'm a million lies from finding my way home
It's a killing field, a no-go zone
So, kiss this goodbye

This is the deep state that we're in
Militia patrols on the freeway
There is a curfew now
Like in Cold War, East Berlin
All the big ideas and plans we made
Turns out that dreams no longer matter
So now there's really nothing more to say
We did way too little too late
We get no clean slate
No last kiss goodbye

I'm a million miles from a love down low
I'm a million lies from finding my way home
It's a killing field, a no-go zone
No coming home, no coming home

Sad eyed boys do poetic beats
'Bout Nirvana girls in Gucci heels
Bling bling, fake smiles, Bel-Air, teeth
Born to win, we live to cheat
Maxed out cards for surgery
It's all-out war on dignity and modesty and honesty
Dream baby, dream

Time will tell who can take the heat
Only time will make us admit defeat
Round up your life in a tweet
Hate speech and love is all you need
Born to hide from reality
Born to run and the fear runs deep
An eternity of apologies
Just kiss this, kiss this goodbye
I'm a million miles from a love down low
I'm a million lies from finding my way home
It's a killing field, a no-go zone
So, kiss this goodbye

I'm a million miles from a love down low
I'm a million lies from finding my way home
It's a killing field, a no-go zone
So, kiss this goodbye