[Verse 1: Eli Youngblood]
Why do you love what you hate?
Enticed by the cyanide, drunk in the pain
In the hug of escape but you're right back here
Always on the run, never write back fear but
It's lookin' pretty convincin'
Demon in your ear, talkin', and you listen
Believin' what you hear, sulkin' like you’re missin' out
And the start of your fall is commencin’ now
Convincin', how do the bad guys win?
And the second that they did, tryna act like him
Covetin' what they get, wish you had like them
'Till the rodeo's over, let thе black lights dim
Doin' things I never thought I'd engagеd in
Stuck in the gaze, the moment feel so amazin'
The fire blazin', I can never stay in
Scratchin' up the walls 'till the whole roof cave in
Self-destruction, it helped for nothin'
Always wantin' more, tryna talk to myself for somethin'
Cushionin' the floor and the walls of the hell that I'm stuck in
Devil at the door and I'm always compelled to trust him, yeah

[Chorus: Eli Youngblood, David Kushner & Both]
Oh, I love it and I hate it at the same time
You and I drink the poison from the same vine
Oh, I love it and I hate it at the same time
Hidin' all of our sins from the daylight
From the daylight, runnin' from the daylight (from the)
From the daylight, runnin' from the daylight (from the)
Oh, I love it and I hate it at the same time
[Verse 2: Eli Youngblood]
Settin' boundaries always gotta be crossed
The waves drownin' me and I’m 'boutta be lost
Straight tossed in the crossfire
The minute I got hired
Shell-shocked, my shell rocked, it's all dire
It all dies, my life fades to black
Just prayin' to the sky it all stays intact
They prayin' for my demise
I'm stable to my surprise
In anger but like to cry, I can't hold it back
Yeah, back in the hole
Nippin' at my eyes, they feedin' up on my soul
The pressure takin' it's toll, I'm so tired
But how you overcome it on your own when your soul wired
Feel like I was born to lose
I was born to choose
But the urge to fight back got me torn in two
Indulged in the poison, please pour me two
Fake joy 'till I wake up in the morning dew
Oh I love it and I hate it
The monster I despise but I guess I kind of made it
My drink I gotta taste it but I think somebody laced it
It's all takin' shape, think I need somebody's savin', yeah

[Chorus: Eli Youngblood, David Kushner & Both]
Oh, I love it and I hate it at the same time
You and I drink the poison from the same vine
Oh, I love it and I hate it at the same time
Hidin' all of our sins from the daylight
From the daylight, runnin' from the daylight (from the)
From the daylight, runnin' from the daylight (from the)
Oh, I love it and I hate it at the same time